Formative assessment day.....been and gone, I was so nervous this morning I was defecating a council estate in terms of bricks. Thats a very polite way of putting it.
Still getting good grades, so why is it I was at the back of the labs with my head in my hands sobbing all over the feedback sheet.
Its time I was honest with myself, Im not as good as I want to be. I set myself standards that are impossibly high and find it impossible to meet them.
But I was told I have progressed, Isnt that what this is all about? Progression. Of course it is.
Thinking about it in more detail I need to stop whining and start seeing this as positive. There is no reason why I shouldnt be I recieve alot of positive comments.
Some scientists believe that if you take on a negative attitude then all of the cells in your body will follow suit,
Resulting in.....negative cells, illness stress and the inability to do things well.
I want to be the person I was at the beginning of the year, the spirit I had. I have let things get to me and I need to wise up before I loose control.
So its time for a change...... If I can pick myself up I will become stronger I have easter and the whole of summer to practice my skills.
If I couldnt do it I would be failing but I can do it....Im doing it right now.
So let the positivity sink in.
Still getting good grades, so why is it I was at the back of the labs with my head in my hands sobbing all over the feedback sheet.
Its time I was honest with myself, Im not as good as I want to be. I set myself standards that are impossibly high and find it impossible to meet them.
But I was told I have progressed, Isnt that what this is all about? Progression. Of course it is.
Thinking about it in more detail I need to stop whining and start seeing this as positive. There is no reason why I shouldnt be I recieve alot of positive comments.
Some scientists believe that if you take on a negative attitude then all of the cells in your body will follow suit,
Resulting in.....negative cells, illness stress and the inability to do things well.
I want to be the person I was at the beginning of the year, the spirit I had. I have let things get to me and I need to wise up before I loose control.
So its time for a change...... If I can pick myself up I will become stronger I have easter and the whole of summer to practice my skills.
If I couldnt do it I would be failing but I can do it....Im doing it right now.
So let the positivity sink in.
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